Lost.

 Bismillah It had been a very long while since I ever write anything.I am recovering from flu, alhamdulillah Past week had been exhausting, but productive. Alhamdulillah Last weekend I went back to KL with Mek/Klong/KJah and the boys on Sunday noon (yup, planned to leave after breakfast but there were EMOT till almost 5am) Monday morning - I brought mek to Hospital Banting with ayah for ECHO and to arrange Holter (Thanks a lot Jason!)On Monday night - I took bus back to TM - it wasn't the best journey ever. Had ache everywhere...

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of relapses and remissions

 I was just telling myself : Life always has its way to tease you at your sore spot. and to add to that: and it often happens when you just about to feel things are going right. I guess it is The Almighty's way to remind you that your life is only for Him. and your ultimate aim is the Hereafter - which will last for eternity. Just...

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Proud

 Many people told me that they are proud of my achievements, especially over my recent success on passing my defense. Of course, there are still many more hurdles in future, but at least I am one step closer now.But what I don't understand is that I don't feel proud at all. Relieved, definitely. It had been a long struggle since I started, so yes, definitely relieved. Should I be proud of myself? Honestly, I am lost.&nb...

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