You know self
I think it's time for you to stop playing around and giving yourself excuses.
Take responsibility and keep your focus. Face the reality.
No matter how long you try to run away from it, the reality doesn't change.
You had taken your time to recompose yourself and regain your strength.
You might not be the best of yourself yet, but you cannot let yourself slip any further.
I know it's tiring to persevere through, to keep pushing on, and to give your very best despite of all the odds you are facing.
But it's even more tiring for me to watch you suffer in your inability to decide on which one deserves your attention and energy, and as a result of that, the ending is just gonna hurt you even more.
And whatever it is that hurts you, hurts me too.
So self, let's do this together k?
Let's give our very best and keep on believing in each other, as our strength always lies deep within. Biiznillah.
