Sometimes
The time you dread the most is when you are alone with your thoughts
When you remembered the people/pets that you lost
Moments that you missed - perhaps weddings/ gatherings/ graduations
Or just the people you missed dearly but couldn’t have
Or they are just far far away that even phone calls/ video calls make you miss them more
It is sad
And exhausting
To tell yourself
That the hurt shall pass
The longing will be paid off when you finally get to meet then
Or the longing will be rewarded abundantly if you persevere through with beautiful patience
Because husnuzon ain’t easy
And to trust Allah, and believe that His plan is the best - especially when you don’t understand what’s going on, is really really hard
Allah, grant me absolute trust in You
Unshakable faith in You
And only You Alone
P/s: don’t worry about the screenshot I uploaded. That was a joke, and I am glad the joke was taken in a humorous way (although darkly). Miahahaha. My boss is just that special. #ganjarkannyataufiqdanhidayah
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