Hmm… td masa blogwalking, jmpa perkataan ni kt kwn punya description… huhu,, as u may already figure out, empunya blog yg sy maksudkan ni classmate saya i.e. MS… masa baca kalimah ajaib tu, terus terfikir, 'aku ni bukan doc wannabe gk ke? Atau pun da xde da 'wanna' tu? Tinggal doc to be je? Adoi…
Bila fikir2 blik keadaan n pncapaian diri pada masa ni, rasa cm mkin sush je…n the word wanna is certainly fading off… huhu, teringat plak kata2 fasi masa kem PPD, org yg most motivated masa kem ni pling bahaya skali(referring to a question about how much u want to be a doc-I put my score as 5, which is max), sebab dia kene maintain motivation dia n certainly not to be at a lower level….. *dush* memg kene batang hidung sndiri.
Jadi, pesan buat diri ini… janganlah jemu atau bosan….kumpulkan kembali semangat dan keinginan tu…n jangan lupa bahawa yang paling penting ialah Rahmat n Redha Allah s.w.t...
Juz some stories for the sake of record(so that I can review from time to time to get a boost for my motivation)…
I had been enthusiastic about being a doc since I was a child(thnx to Bteh who underwent appendicectomy at that time-the exact event which piqued my interest to become a doctor)…so enthusiastic that even my elder cousin's friend knew about it (coz one day, I met her(at that time I am already a med student) and she said something like this: "Oh, ni la dia budak kecik yg nk jadi doktor tu eh? Nasib baik masuk medical school…(huhu, memang nasib baik pun:D)
Teringat pulak kt kad yang cikgu homeroom bagi masa da nk habis Form5…"There is a long way to go… become the best n****s****** in the world"...(fuiyoh...insyaAllah ckgu, walaupun cita-cita saya tu mungkin berubah;])...p/s: rindu sgt kt Ckgu Noreen!!!
Memandangkan cikgu saya ni sebut perkataan the best tu, ini mengingatkan saya tentang amanat dari dekan(saya belum fifth year lg taw:P)…huhu, juz a statement from his speech in Opening Ceremony of 23rd EAMSC at KL Tower(if I am not mistaken:D)… 'to become the leaders of your field in the world' … sangat gempak ayat ni...memang berasap, nk meletup pun boleh… still, I know that this statement bears great hope...
Last but not least, since all these stories seem to add up the tension(due to the beyond-the-sky expectations :D), I remembered my very own brother's words: "Jangan anggap harapan@expectation orang lain itu sebagai beban, tapi jadikan pendorong semangat =]]]] )" very true, and certainly what I need-credits goes to Bjek…
Jadi, sama2lah kita terus berusaha… sesungguhnya Islam tidak membenarkan umatnya berputus asa… Semoga bimbingan dan redha Allah sentiasa bersama kita...
p/s: maaf sgt2 atas tatabahasa yg amat teruk/truly sorry for the terrible grammar, rasa nk guna bhs rojak je kali ni...
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