malu

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.,

Malu rasanya bila diri ini alpa dari mengingati Allah.
Sedangkan ramai yang lain menyeru manusia untuk mengingati Allah.

Malunya diri ini bila bimbangkan dunia.
Sedangkan semua hak dan rezeki kita di dunia ini telah pun termaktub 50000 tahun sebelum langit dan bumi dicipta.

Malu diri ini bila tidak yakin untuk mengatakan aku melakukan segala-galanya kerana Allah. Kenapa? sebab saya sendiri pun tak pasti. Parahnya hati ini.
Sedangkan yang lain sentiasa perbaharui niat moga semua yang dilakukan menjadi ibadah.

Malu diri ini bila meminta pertolongan dari manusia.
Sedangkan setiap rakaat solatku, ku lafazkan, "Hanya Engkau(Allah) yang aku sembah dan hanya kepada Engkau(Allah) aku meminta pertolongan"

Malu diri ini bila melihat sekalian manusia giat berusaha.
Sedangkan diriku dibiarkan diulit kemalasan dan kelemahan.

Malunya saya... Terima kasih buat blup2 dan sahabat yang mengingatkan saya

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Silence

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Silence- the title for this entry.

The reason- someone I met in a conference told me that I am a silent person. Really? I have to admit that though I was called 'mak nenek' when I was in primary school. Why did I change? No answer. What made me change? Certainly no idea. I hardly speaks. That is so true because I only speaks when necessary AND when I have the gut to do so. There are many times when I regretted keeping the words to myself and there are as many times when I regretted what I had said.

Words. Powerful being. They may soothe, encourage, enrage or even hurt someone. Yup. That is the reason I hardly speaks. I do not want to hurt people with my words because there are many times I was hurt by others. Simply with their words. Yet I am still speechless. Unable to fend myself. Pitiful. Or perhaps I am being over sensitive? I just need to practise. Practise, practise and practise. To build up self-confidence and charisma. InsyaAllah.

Ya Allah, kurniakanlah daku keyakinan yang sebenar-benarnya. Semoga diri ini terus tabah berjuang mengharapkan redha-Mu.


This is just a mere story of myself to be shared~ nothing much more. From this entry, you may benefit or not at all and I am truly sorry if the latter happens to you.




























Feeling bored and tense, I imagined weird things. Once, I imagined that I was asked to give a speech. A motivating speech. One that I need the most myself ): Here it goes:

I am someone with few words. Yet, I should be sharing something beneficial with you. Thus, I would like to share this quote. This quote drives me forward and encourages optimism out of me. Hopefully it will benefits you as well:

Consult not your fears,
but your hopes and dreams;
Think not about your frustrations,
but your unfulfilled potential;
concern yourself not with you tried and failed at,
but with what is still possible for you to do.

Another thing is to love yourself very much so that you can love others much more...

Real entry-

Loneliness. I am unable to deny this lonely feeling that had been accompanying me since ... Why? I do not know. How would I define this loneliness? No idea as well. All I could say that I never had such feelings when I am being with my family. Deduction- I am lonely when I am with my friends? How could such thing happen.

I missed them. My friends.

They are here. My friends. With me. I am not alone. Why am I lonely? Who knows. Allah is there. Always. Why should I worry? :)



Memo: blup2, missed u so muchT.T

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Live. Love. Let go.

One phrase. Four words with three full stops. I like it. I couldn't remember where did I read this for the first time and when. I could only tell that it got stuck in my head ever since. Yes. Because to me, that is what we should do. Live. Love. Let go.

Live.

Live ur life. The best you possibly could.

Love.

Love Allah. Love what Allah loves and everyone who loves Allah.

Let go.

The time will definitely come when you need to let go. Everything. Inevitably. No more reason. No more excuses. Just let it go. Only by then, will you be satisfied of your life or regretted it.

Should I add some words to it. The world.

Live. Love. Let go the world.

It ends there. Non-believers say that we live only once. Definitely not. We die once. Yes. We will be resurrected again. For eternity. Be it in heaven or hell. The other life depends on this life. Yes. THIS LIFE. That is why you need to live and live your life well.

I mean no harm nor offense by this post. Just voicing out my hidden, silent thoughts and feelings.

The truth is: I love my friends> be you Muslims or non-believers. I love you and that is the reason I want you to know the truth as well.

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