Monday, June 30, 2014

Once upon a time

              There was this one time, during a medical students' conference that I was shocked by a conversation I had. This happened years back when I got to meet a lot of awesome medical students from other countries. I had the most amazing group members and facilitators. All of them were so friendly and warm (that I actually felt guilty because looking back, perhaps I had been rather cold) and you just enjoyed the moments because of the people around you, especially your groupmates. Everyone was friendly to each other, except for this one chap, whom I thought was avoiding me (it was my fault since I refused to shake hands with him during the ice-breaking session --> sounds like I had created a thick ice wall huh?). I wasn't offended at all despite of him being so friendly and out-going with others because I bet it must be something to do with me. Nevertheless, I have always been one with curiosity and thought that if I don't ask, I wouldn't have the answer. So, rather than keep on assuming, I asked him after our farewell party, why was he avoiding me? was it because of something I had done or said to him? And his answer is something I did not expect(the words were not exactly like this but this was the gist of his reply that I had remembered until now) : "It's not like I am avoiding you but I don't know what to talk about with you since I am afraid I might offend you. Because I don't know much about Islam and my Muslim friends in my country (in the West) are not like you. They drink alcohol, they go clubbing and stuff like that."

               Thinking back, I was grateful that Allah gave me the strength to practise my religion despite of being among the minority (during that particular conference). May Allah grant us the strength and patience to have Taqwa at all times wherever we are. Another thing that came across my mind today when I was listening to a short reminder from a sheikh from the States (he mentioned about being Muslims in the West to be in a better state) was that more and more people are discovering the light and seeing the beauty of Islam and changing for the better in the West. We noticed more and more scholars are rising from the West. I couldn't help but to think, if I don't do something, and if we don't care enough for the ummah today, there is a possibility that my friend's statement above reflected Muslims from our region. I am not being negative but I just wanted to remind myself that we are indeed in a troublesome state, if not now, perhaps someday if we don't change for the better.

‪#‎slapmyself‬



Monday, May 26, 2014

air kelapa

Nak tahu cerita tak?

Ada seorang budak ni. Dia suka sangat air kelapa tapi jarang-jarang dia dapat minum. Selalu kalau minum air manis pun, minum air teh, kopi, sirap dan yang seangkatan dengannya. Ada sekali tu, ada orang nak belanja dia minum. Orang tu tanya, nak air kopi atau air kelapa? Terpulang pada dia nak air mana. Agak-agaknya budak tu pilih air apa?

Mestilah air kelapa kan? Walaupun air kopi pun dia suka tapi air kelapa dia jarang dapat. Lagipun, dia mungkin tak dapat peluang nak minum air kelapa lagi lepas tu(sekurang-kurangnya dalam masa terdekat).

Hakikatnya, tiada siapa tahu apa rezeki yang telah diperuntukkan untuk kita di dunia ini melainkan pemilik-Nya. Dan lazimnya, kita akan pilih yang paling menguntungkan kita.

Dalam cerita di atas, yang jarang diperoleh itulah yang mahal kan? Maka itulah yang lebih berharga dan menguntungkan bagi kanak-kanak itu.

Dalam cerita kehidupan kita bagaimana? Keuntungan mana yang kita pilih? Yang sementara atau berkekalan? Yang nampak membahagiakan atau yang sememangnya satu kemenangan?

Allahu rabbi

Ya Allah, janganlah sekali-kali Engkau membiarkan kami menentukan nasib diri kami sendiri walau dalam kadar sekelip mata atau yang lebih cepat dari itu tanpa taufiq dan hidayah dari-Mu.

Thursday, March 27, 2014

unsettled

for whatever reason,

more doubts keep popping up.

even things I thought I had done confidently. I doubt them. I doubt myself.

that is why I hate it. I started to let my confidence waver, my enthusiasm falter.

this is still going to be a long journey though it all seems to come to its end.

be cool. be tough. be patient. be passionate. be strong. be humble.

have perseverance.

things which are meant for you will come to you. things which are not will never come to you despite you ran for it.

keep going on. your job is to work. Allah will decide.

be strong; for the strength lies deep within you.
be good; for goodness is your aim of living
be patient; for that is the root of perseverance
be great; for in greatness you shall be humble
be humble; for you are no one if not for Allah

Persevere - with it you shall improve
Set your goals - do set them sky high
Share - share your knowledge, happiness and success
Celebrate and learn - from your failures and setbacks


If you think you had fallen for me, I knew I had fallen for you; 
we both have emotion to attend to, but we have Islam to be adhered and hold onto. 

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