Salam and greetings to all...
I thought I had been over it... but now I know I am not...
I thought I am strong enough to just let it be because there is nothing more I can do about it since it is my past, but everytime I was reminded of it, I couldn't help feeling frustrated and worse, pathetic...
I thought I had forgiven myself, but if so, why would I feel like this?
I had assured myself that I should always look forward and keep on moving, and I did....
yeah, I did...
just that...
I did move on, and striving for my future... isn't it?
I am not sure...that's it...
I have always been like that...
yup, like that...
undecisive and unsure...
moving forward yet it is more like treading... struggling and still wavering...
I thought that I had enough courage and am undeterred...
I thought...
yup, it was just a thought...
the reality is... everyone knows but no one REALLY knows...
i had to apologize for such an entry... had no wish to demotivate nor to make one worries, in fact, these are just some foods for thought...
A quote that I thought might be relevant:
All you need in this life is ignorance and confidence; then success is sure.
Be wise in choosing what to ignore though... and confidence, u know already how important it is and neither excess nor lacking of confidence benefits oneself (a reminder for myself)
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