hammer and nails and bolts and nuts

That forgotten pact:Once, I made a pact with two of my beloved friends, to be who we wanna become. It wasn't easy for any of us but we did our best anyway. I was doing my very best not until very recently, in which I was just 'sailing' through rather than giving my full effort. Until I was reminded of the pact, of whom I wanna be, of how I have to...

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Grief × Failure × Joy

بسم الله Life is so full of randomness. One second you are happy. You never know next. A moment ago you were just chatting with your friend, enjoying the moment but the next thing you know, she could be facing something very saddening and shocking. Indeed, you were shocked yourself. In one particular time you could be so full of life but in another,...

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$$$

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Many thought that doctors are rich but little do know that not all doctors are rich with money.But yes, we are rich with beloved people who lent us their support and prayers, when we stand and when we fall.We are rich with time for our patients for whenever it is, we would serve for their best benefit even if our loved ones are sick at home.We are rich with colleagues and co-workers who would put up the most cheerful smile and attitude they could cause they also knew how much it meant to a tired soul.We are rich with superiors...

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~a matter of equation~

"You are not the centre of the equation. Your patient is. At the end of the day, your patient is who matters the most" -quoted from my senior consultant. Most of the time now, I dragged myself to work. Mostly because: i) I don't want to burden my colleagues with my MC/ EL ii) I still hold responsibility over my job even at times I don't feel like...

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walking the talk or is it not?

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم Praise upon the Lord the Almighty, I am now at least halfway through my training, be it sweats, bloods, tears or laughter.  No matter how I looked at it, things are just unbelievable. I am not sure now I am a better person or not. Every coming day should have made me better, but I couldn't bet on that. Shame on me for that....

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unnecessary comments

بسم الله For this entry is very much done in hurry, please forgive me. Dear self, do remember to put your sole confidence and dependence to the Almighty. For nothing shall happen without His will. Dear self, do pray with full confidence and hope that Allah shall answer your prayer for He is the Exalt and the Strong. Never for a slight moment you...

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overwhelmingly speechless

with the name of the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful life is just what it is. so does love. a single word can never describe these two words, neither can any amount of words. love is to learn. love is to persevere. love is to be patient. love is more than just a verb. love can be present in a tiny thing like petting a pet or in the greatest...

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