Lucky

Is feeling pressured from being among the fortunate is considered being ungrateful?
I mean to be lucky. And to feel not lucky at the same time. Ok. That’s the nice way of saying it. What it exactly is - feeling that you do not want to fulfill the commitments that come along with it. 

Don’t get it?

Ok.
Here how it goes.

Let say you had been working to achieve something. And many people had been working to achieve the same thing. Meaning, there was competition. And somehow, whether it is by luck or not, you got it! Congratsssss~ yayyy! You got it! And of course, afterwards, you got to live with it - the commitments and requirements that come along with what you had achieved - a path to proceed further.
So, what if now you feel like you don’t deserve it actually ? Like probably fate had made a mistake? As if it’s better off if someone else had gotten in instead? 
And by feeling all the above, are you being ungrateful?
Correction. Am I being ungrateful?
D*mn. CBT is not easy at all.

A cub will always be a cub. Until the time comes for s/he to be a lion/lioness. So be patient, keep on learning and experience the wisdom. Most importantly, to make the most of your time, even if it is as a cub. 

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