Sahabat yang sentiasa bersama

Sahabat itu cerminan diri. Sahabat itu yang mengingatkan  pabila diri alpa. Sahabat juga yang mengejutkan pabila diri terlena. Sahabat juga yang memimpin kembali diri ini tatkala hanyut entah ke mana. Saya punya seorang sahabat yang terlebih dahulu meninggalkan kami. Manis orangnya. Rajin serta konsisten. Pernah sekali beliau menangis tidak dapat menyelesaikan soalan matematik. Pernah beliau menangis kerna rindu akan kedua ibu bapa yang kejauhan. Impian beliau menjadi juruterbang, namun terpaksa dilupakan kerana...

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Lembah yang paling dalam

Hidup ini, kita sebagai hamba. Dan sebagai insan biasa, kita tak maksum, yakni tidak sempurna dan boleh melakukan dosa dan maksiat. Tanggungjawab kita untuk bersabar. Bersabar dalam ketaatan. Bersabar dalam menempuh ujian, dugaan dan kesusahan. Serta besabar dalam menjauhi kemungkaran dan maksiat. Allahu Allah. Ada masa, jelek sungguh dosa...

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Just a little bit of faith.

Do we know what we need to do? Or perhaps should do? I have an upcoming exam in 18 days. And I know very well I am supposed to prepare for it. I want to pass. Very much. But what had I done to increase my probability of such? None. I laid my plan 37 days ago of what I should revise and practice- so I would cover most of the...

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My flight away

Today, I mean now, I am in a KK bound flight, away from home, heading to a place I am quite familiar with- Kota Kinabalu. Two years long. I mean two years had passed since I came to KK - to work, obviously. And today I feel even more longingly, home. How long more will I spend my life away from home. Thousand miles away. Am I opting to stay? If...

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Addicted

Have you ever experience addiction? And if yes, is it to someone/something or a certain place/environment? To be honest, when I was in school,I had to wonder why would someone be so stupid to put oneself in a position that they knew gonna put them in a nasty position later on. I mean things like drugs, alcohol and many more other stuffs. Little...

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Lucky

Is feeling pressured from being among the fortunate is considered being ungrateful? I mean to be lucky. And to feel not lucky at the same time. Ok. That’s the nice way of saying it. What it exactly is - feeling that you do not want to fulfill the commitments that come along with it.  Don’t get it? Ok. Here how it goes. Let say you had been...

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Perfect Imperfections

I have always seen myself as a reserved, introvert person. Though some would say I am the total opposite of that - friendly, have a loud laugh and definitely not introvert. I usually get along with people just fine, and most of the time I try to avoid people I am not comfortable to be around with - for whatever reason, whether their personality or how they talk to me or sometimes just because the way they talk about the people I like (read: I am close to). Indeed, I can become very judgmental especially so when it comes to people I care about,...

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