His creations and me

#lateentry In the name of Allah, the Most Beneficent, the Most Merciful Today, I am very fortunate to be able to do my favourite activity on Earth (next to being with my family) - sitting on the beach, facing the blue ocean. Undisturbed. Uninterrupted. Just me and the ocean. And the sound of the waves. Occasionally, I could feel the waves against my feet.  I am very fortunate to be able to fell how it's like to be running on the soft white sand - it's as if you are running on cotton. My ankle would let me run the whole day if I wanted to.  Yup....

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What's your pace?

Few days back I went to buy food, with my mini-me(my niece) tagging along. After a while, she bugged me to go home. Still having to buy her brother's chicken rice, I paced up, to me it was just brisk walking but she was almost running, and she did that unhesitatingly, without complaining. Despite of her small steps, doing her best to keep up to my...

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Rehearsal

A horizon of clouds. -endless it is. I wondered what have I done to myself. I am placing limits to my own ability and accomplishments. I stopped trusting myself. I became so timid and everything just became habitual. Rigid. Soulless. And when something unexpected happened, I lost it. The sanity. The composure. I became like a kite without a string. And this horizon of clouds strike me hard. Their endless pure whiteness that is beyond touch. Reminding me of what we all actually worth. Unlimited. Unrestrained. It is just up to us. Are we up...

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The Mud and The Rain

With the Name of Allah, the Most Beneficent, the Most Merciful "If you prayed for rain, you got to deal with the mud too" -The Equalizer. The moment I heard this quote I was like "Wow!". But the moment it strikes me in real life, it is just surreal man. It is like "Wow, it's just wow!". Everyone always has different perceptions. On many things....

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The Departure

Dengan Nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani Seminggu yang lalu, diri ini diberi kesempatan untuk pulang ke rumah buat beberapa hari bagi meraikan Ramadhan bersama keluarga. Entah kenapa, dalam perjalanan pulang ke tempat kerja, hati ini terasa sayu, mengenangkan keluarga dan rumah yang ditinggalkan. Mungkinkah dapat lagi ku bertemu...

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aku hanya seorang insan.

Dengan nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani Pernah satu ketika dahulu, seorang sahabat rapatku berpesan: kita ni manusia biasa, kepunyaanNya dan juga insan yang lain. aku merupakan sahabatmu tapi juga sahabat kepada yang lain. aku juga anak kepada dua orang ibu bapa, dan juga sebahagian daripada masyarakat. Lantas aku mengerti pesanannya...

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I'm just being selfish and foolish

People have their own views on life. Good or bad. Ugly or beautiful. I do as well. But my perception usually changes. Most of the time, I feel that life is too tiring that perhaps death would have been easier, but going through the same thought made me think: am I ready to die? Have I repented on my sins? Have I done enough deeds? Was it my presence...

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Irony

All praise and greatness to Allah swt Yesterday, I was given the chance to do one of the things I enjoyed very much. Very much. Playing swing. Simple but it gives me lots of delight. The feeling of going against the wind. That brief moment when you are hanging in the air, defying gravity, feeling light less. Yet, the next moment you depended on...

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apa gunanya

Wahai diri yang dipinjamkan sebatang tubuh yang berisi jiwa dan ruh Lupakah dikau akan janjimu pada Yang Menciptakan Lupakah dikau akan lahirmu hasil penyatuan dua insan bergelar ibu dan ayah Lupakah dikau bahawa janjimu untuk menjadi khalifah di muka bumi; untuk memakmurkan bukan membinasakan. Lupakah dikau bahawa darah dagingmu dibesarkan kedua ibubapamu dengan izin-Nya Apakah dikau lupa bahawa Dia memerintahkan untuk berbuat sehabis baik kepada kedua ibu bapamu? Apa gunanya hati lapang dan ceria andai hakikatnya dikau mengguris kedua hati...

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