Likulli haqqin haqqa

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. Baru je sy ditegur oleh abg sy... Katanya: likulli haqqin haqqa... Mksdnya sesuatu yg berhak itu ada haknya(btul kn?ni ap yg sy fhmla)... Ibadah,usrah,study,ukhuwah,riadah,rehat,etc... Kta sume pun da sedia maklum ttg sume tanggungjawab ni... Cuma sering kali diri ni terlupa... Sbb bila ditegur mcm tu, tersentak rasanya... Mana xnya, asyik layan fb je... Buku xbukak, nota xbaca, clerk pun xjgk... Konon, semangat da xde... Alasan je tu... Emosi x stabil, penat, sakit... Entahla, nk ckp tipu mcm betul... Tp kalau nk dilayankn,...

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Kadang2 mcm btul, kadang2 mcm salah, Selalu bersemangat tp bila layu, xtaw nk wt apa dah.Di mata orang aku ini jahat, penipu dan kedekut, benarkah? Mungkin di mata orang lain aku ini baik hati, berani, bersemangat, betul ke? Bukankah pandangan Allah itu yang utama? Betul, tp bukankah apa yg baik di pandangan Allah itu juga baik di pandangan manusia? … terkelu dlm pemikiran sendiriBila diri mula penat dan hilang semangat, segalanya pudar…Bacaan kalimah Allah yg suci tidak lagi lazim di bibir, Untuk melawan nafsu pun sudah hilang kehendak, Mendirikan...

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~aku bukan parasit~ #002 CVS examination

Assalamualaikum~ nk share skit psl CVS examination, sekadar yg tahu, mgkin ad silap ataupun salah, tlglah betulkan ye. mcm biasa, PPD sntiasa diamalkn, introduce urself. next, exposure, position(45 degree/higher if pt is uncomfortable) sume da ok --> g end of the bed: General inspection(Dr ckp student slalu lupa tang ni, so tgkla sume2 ea, any branula/drips/infusion/oxygen mask/sputum cup/inhaler). ringkasnya, apa2 barang yg ad kt sekeliling pt tuh~ (klu neuro, mgkin leh tgk tongkat/walking frame). N kalau da nmpk tu, pandai2la describe,...

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Antara semua,kenapa keluarga?

Assalamualaikum w.b.tPernah x bila rasa xtaw nk wt ap,teringat kt mak ayah?atau tgh bosan2/guling2 atau tgh memandu ke, terbayang muka mak ayah n akhirnya senyum sorg2... Sy selalu sgt sampai sy rasa mesti org plik nape ttba je sengih sorg2... Xtaw kenape, tp rindu pd mak ayah ni lain... Dlm kerinduan yg tu,wujudnya satu kesayuan tp tetap memberikn kekuatan.. Sy syg sgt mek n ayah, n bersyukur sgt dpt tmpt bljar dkt dgn rumah... Leh jmpa slalu wlupun sekadar mkn sama2 buat beberapa puluh minit. (^^). Mgkin ad yg plik nape sanggup memandu hmpir...

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~aku bukan parasit~ #001

~aku bukan parasit~ Cervical cancer may affect woman of any age, especially those who have been sexually active. Human Papilloma Virus has been shown to cause ~100% of this cancer which 70% is attributed to HPV-16 and HPV-18(there are up to 15 serotypes which can cause cervical cancer). Vaccination against HPV-16 and HPV-18 is now available. Despite vaccination, one still has to undergo regular PAP smear for screening purpose. The recommended schedule for PAP smear: annually for three consecutive years and three yearly until the age of 54 and...

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Indeed

May Allah forgive all my wrongdoings and guide me to be a better person each ...

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In the bright light or under the shade?

I want to always understand you but sometimes we are just in different situations. I want to always be able to comfort you but you just won't let me coz I am not in your shoes. My shoulders are always there for you but at times you would cry to yourself coz you thought I might be troubled by your cry. Don't you know that it troubles me more when my shoulders are dry but your tears are streaming down your cheeks? I always want to encourage you with my words but often I am stuck with hesitations. I am afraid those words would just be so-about-me...

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Senyum ^^

Dalam kesedihan kau masih mampu mengukir senyuman. Dalam keterpaksaan kau mampu lenturkan kedegilan. Dalam kepayahan kau mampu mengumpul segala kekuatan. Dalam kesepian kau masih mampu untuk terus bertahan. Pastinya kerana kau tahu Allah sentiasa bersama. 'Ya Allah,kurniakan kami keyakinan yg sebenar-benarnya. Bahawa tiada yang lain melainkan Engk...

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tekanan

assalamualaikum w.b.t.tempat yg sering mnjadi mangsa luahan perasaan, termasuklah tekanan. Kuatlah wahai diri, dengan kekuatan yg diberikan oleh Yang Maha Kuasa. Tenanglah wahai diri, dengan ketenangan yg diberikan oleh YangMaha Mengurniakan Keamanan. Sedarlah wahai diri, engkau tidak punya kudrat sedikit pun melainkan dengan izin-Nya. Ya Allah..aku berlindung padaMudari hati yang tidak khusyu',do'a yang tidak didengar,diri yang tidak kenyang-kenyang,dan ilmu yang tidak bermanfaat(HR.Tirmidzi)Rindunya pada kamu~ ya Allah, jadikanlah diriku orang...

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let's think about it

Assalamualaikum~Pernah sekali pensyarahku(ni mestilah Pakar) bertanya:"How to differentiate between face presentation and breech presentation?"Seorang amatur(saya la ni :P) pun jawab: Breech lembut, sebab ada buttocks.Pensyarah: Unreliable. Pipi baby pun lembut. Tembam:DPelajar: *sigh*. Breech ad lubang- anus.Pensyarah: Face presentation ada mulut- lubang jugak. *muka puas hati*Pelajar: *tembak je la*. Face presentation ada dua mata. Breech xde.Pensyarah: *muka risau*. Takkan awak nk jolok jari awak dalam mata baby tu? Bahaya. You should never...

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Memories are meant to be treasured

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.My posting now officially ends. Of course, I am already in the study week. Now comes the marathon of the two postings. Thus, I would like to compile the lessons I learnt from my lecturers throughout these few weeks. Perhaps some are missing, for I might have forgotten them and before the rest get faded away, let me engrave them...

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~a comeback~

Peace be upon those who seek Guidance and Blessings from the Almighty It had been a while since I kept the promise made to myself- to update this blog once a month. Yup, since the last entry, it was three months which nearly made up my whole semester. A crap one, I would say. A crap semester full with crap performance and excuses, just like a crab failing to walk straight. Countless reflections were done but nothing seems to change. Why is this??? I am truly sorry for such negativity but at this moment in time, I feel the urge to voice this out...

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How many times?

I have told myself 'something' once. And another thing happened. I pushed it all aside and started fresh. Not really fresh I guess, since I deliberately leave a mark without a known reason. Perhaps because I do not want history to repeat itself. But now, a certain someone said the exact same 'something'. And now it resounds in my head. And again. And again. What actually happened? I thought I had been thinking over it enough to get over it but…I think I had been living my life quite well this few years, hadn't I? I thought I had confronted this...

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Trapezium and parallelogram…

They just don't have the line of symmetry(except for a square and rectangle- since a square/rectangle is a parallelogram too)! Pelajar: "mana ad cikgu! Trapezium and parallelogram ada garisan simetri laa" Cikgu: Dari mana awak blajar ni? xcaya pulak ckgu ckp. Meh sini ckgu tunjuk… (cikgu tu pun lukis hakikat yg sebenarnye)…Pelajar: "takkanla….xpela, nt sy check balik" Cikgu: xnak percaya lg? xpe, nt awak try gunting sendiri, pastu lipat sendiri sampai dapat(sarkastik) Believing in the absolutely false fact, the student refused to accept...

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Ohana means family

And family means nobody's left behind. A phrase from one of my favourite's animation. Indeed. Many people say that doctors sacrifice a lot to treat his/her patients. I won't deny that. Time, energy, emotion and another long list may come up. Yet, people often overlook the fact that the people who are behind these doctors are sacrificing even more. They sacrifice the quality time they ought to have with these doctors, the emotions they bear when these doctors' emotions are draining, their claim of priority when these doctors have to put their patients...

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Will and Persevere #01

Every medical student (MS) will say that it is not easy to be a MS. Some others would say, "it is really hard to be MS". Perhaps we, MS overlooked the fact that it is not easy to be anyone(who is decent, of course!). If life were made to be easy, quote such as 'no pain no gain' won't exist. If every bird catches fat, fleshy worms, is there any point of being early?(referring to the quote 'early bird catches the worm'). You may be thinking that you are facing the hardest obstacle ever in the world's history but some other man may be thinking of...

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Take control

AssalamualaikumEver felt that you wanna full control of your life?Get a hold of the Reality...Did you forget Al-Qadir?Come on...Remember Allah, Allah and Allah...Wahai diri, bangunlah dik...

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~ikatan hati~

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.Saya minta maaf dengan penulisan yang amat minimum, bila mana timbul perasaan gentar untuk menulis andainya diri tidak dapat melaksanakan mahupun istiqamah dengan apa yang dituliskan...Cumanya kali ini, amat bersyukur dengan pemberian Allah yang tidak ternilai, itulah ukhuwwah. Belakangan ini, sering kali berkait dengan topik ikatan hati... Allahua'lam, mungkin diri ini sering kali melupakan mereka yang memerlukan, hingga perlu banyak kali diberikan peringatan...Ikatan hati~ antara dua insan, yang mengharapkan keredhaan Allah...

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For you and me... a reminder for the heart and soul

Assalamualaikumbe strong, for you are the strongest person of yourselfbe good, so that nothing bad comes from yoube patient, for everything comes from Allahbe tough and resilient, perhaps success is just about to be yourspeople may think i am a superhuman. i ain't. we are all 'insan' made by Allah.people may think i am always at the great side. that's a myth. we walk the same path. the life. Granted by Allah. I do stumble and fall. I get scratches and cuts and I can assure you that I am not some mutant creature. you and i are the same.Let us all...

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Doc wannabe…

Hmm… td masa blogwalking, jmpa perkataan ni kt kwn punya description… huhu,, as u may already figure out, empunya blog yg sy maksudkan ni classmate saya i.e. MS… masa baca kalimah ajaib tu, terus terfikir, 'aku ni bukan doc wannabe gk ke? Atau pun da xde da 'wanna' tu? Tinggal doc to be je? Adoi… Bila fikir2 blik keadaan n pncapaian diri pada masa ni, rasa cm mkin sush je…n the word wanna is certainly fading off… huhu, teringat plak kata2 fasi masa kem PPD, org yg most motivated masa kem ni pling bahaya skali(referring to a question about how much...

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something...

Here is something new… at least that is what I think…First and foremost, I want to apologize to everyone for every single error, mistake or any wrong doings that I had done. Secondly, I think this blog had somehow become a medium for me to voice out my feelings, though that is not my initial intention of writing entries- I am sorry that it turned out this way. Perhaps I feel better this way. I am sorry if somehow my entries wasted your time- but I hope that won't happen to anyone of you. If you don't really get the message I tried to deliver through...

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saya sayang ayah jugak!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.Entry kali ni ditujukan khas buat ayah tercinta... Sebenarnya nk dedicate masa birthday ayah macam mah buat untuk mek, tapi xde kesempatan n idea nk buat macam tu...lmbt dua minggu... sori ayah...hmmm... nk citer skit tentang ayah...ayah dulu garang sangat, huhu...sangat takut kt 'hakim mahkamah agung'... tp mah still sayang ayah...ayah mesti marah kalau mah nangis...huhu...mesti ada baiknya...pada masa yang sama, ayah ajar mah untuk kuat n xterbawa-bawa oleh perasaan...Ayah sentiasa jadi idola mah~ berani! walaupun mah xla...

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I said no but I want to say yes, but there are more buts...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. and greetings, I've made someone angry, didn't I? Because he said: "xx, I am angry with you." Sorry for that, didn't mean to make you angry. Perhaps... I don't know what to say. I said no, for a reason. And at the same time, I want to say yes for another reason. I am undecided. Or perhaps, deciding with the contradiction in my head. Laughing when I wanted to cry. Being silent when actually I had a lot to say. Another 'he' said: "xx, I am sure you have a lot to say right?". You are so good because that is so true. Yet, the...

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